fear.anger.hate.suffering

E M O ! ! ! //.-

2007-12-15T04:53:00.000+08:00

Recently people around me are getting emo. Dont know why myself. Very the funny okay.

But i also can get emo one, just that i dont show it. But here's a little preview how i get emo.

One fine evening, i was fast asleep like a P I G.

And then i had a damm freaking strange feeling. The feeling of unease, the sense of trouble like coldplay sang, the fear but most importanly the bloody hell mosquito's buzzing around my ears, bitting me all over ( a bit like gangbang la but not that obscene) and sucking my blood way before dinner. D A M M ! ! !

See now im a wake and cant sleep. Damm you mosquito's. Actually wonder why now got a lot of mosquito's?? Normally okay one but i guess the raining season made them horny and produce offsprings... Siapa susah?? Aku jugak tak dapat nak tidor... aikssss

So Basically now i emo coz cant sleep... you see la the time i post this post (fragment need considering). Its 5.05am wei.

Heart

2007-04-18T01:40:00.000+08:00

HeArT...
if the heart is so precious why give it away...if its the only thing you can give to show your love, why bother when its broken beyond repair...

2007-04-11T00:37:00.000+08:00

WaLkInG aWaY...

Life is a waterfall
Were one in the river
And one again after the fall
Swimming through the void
We hear the word
We are the ones that want to play
Always want to go
But you never want to stay
And we are the ones that want to choose
Always want to play
But you never want to lose

What makes a man a man? Is it his origins? The way he comes to life? I don't think so. It's the choices he makes. Not how he starts things, but how he decides to end them...It's time for me to step down and bow out...

Valued Customer

2007-04-03T02:13:00.000+08:00

Valued Customer's

Notice the error in our very own library mates...DEAR VALUED CUSTOMERS...Yerp now you know why we pay so much of a fee to the university...its because were just another little consumer who is in dire need for education...and with the power to provide they charge us with fees equaling a rocket scientist annual pay!!!

TaGgEd

2007-04-02T03:31:00.000+08:00

TaGgEd

Got this from a one of my friend's blog. It didn't exactly says that im tagged but it did mention if someone is bored to do this in their blog( yeah i kinda tagged myself...). Im suppose to complete these two questions to form a survey...dont ask...

1. What is your bag?
A light brown converse sling back...

2. What is in your bag?
As of 3.37am 2nd April 2007...

-my converse pencil box(kinda matchin brown with the bag :)

-my green plastic file where i keep my timetable, tomorrow lecture notes and important papers...

-my water bottle...

-my small notebook where i keep important notes...

Sorry la no interesting stuff...but its a guys bag what were you expecting...Paris Hilton infamous exploit...BooOOhOOoo!!!
People that I wanna tag: anyone who's bored enough to do this on a blog.(copy paste this wan)

4 penjuru

2007-03-22T22:58:00.000+08:00

4 PeNjUrU

Last sunday there was a football tourney amongst societies in MMU...four societies that competed in the 2 day were Usrah, Students College Society, University Peer Group and MMURovers...These are the results of the tourney:

UPG (1) vs (1) MMUROVERS
SCS (4) vs (0) Usrah
SCC (2) vs (3) MMUROVERS
UPG (4) vs Usrah
Usrah (2) vs (7) MMUROVERS
SCC (1) vs (1) UPG

Well you guys tell me who won it la...

*Editted...
Standing(from left): Aliff, Din, Afham, Boi, Wan, Fadil, Bob
Sitting(from left): Leman, Faris, Nasir, Pradeep, Khairi, Ezy, Fifi
Lying(from left): Batman, Fairuz, Zack

First medal won in MMU...wOOooHooOO

nerve breakin

2007-02-27T21:25:00.000+08:00

Countdown...

Waitting kills dont you think...for weeks i've waited and now it just a couple of hours away before kickoff...damm cant wait to play in the much awaited champions cup...first match against Peace, the same team that beat us in the quater-finals last sem...but not this time around...were fired up...yeah MMURovers is gonna wallop Peace thats for sure...plus Peace is using arsenal jersey so it'll be good to wallop them in revenge of the defeat at emirates...muahahahaha...but not sure if i can give my 100% coz im having ankle problem now...yerp my left ankle hurts like mad when i make sudden movements...damm, sudden movements is important in football...but its okay, mentally im fired up...just one game im sure my ankle can hold...besides were been buddies since childhood...kekeke...for those of you that is reading this blog entry can come and support MMURovers tomorrow at MMU main field at 530pm...bring your friends and friends of friends, brothers, sisters, parents but most importantly yourself...

MAJULAH SUKAN UNTUK MMUROVERS...

TiReD

2007-02-08T02:16:00.001+08:00

TiReD

waaa...dammm freakin tired...mornin woke up around 715am after sleepin around 4am, then went to jaga booth for ROVERS and The Stage...kekekekeke...then at 5pm got friendly with K2P...we won 1-0 nee...sad ler...then after that went to Danny's to get some stuff's...after dinner straight play futsal with YCkakis plus few of seet's friend...imagine the exhaustation...but guess what...finally my dream to play in MMU league is achieved as my football team was drafted into the last 16 teams to play in MMU Champions Cup this semester...wooooooohoooooo...so now must serious d lolx...plus must study hard somemore...beside's cannot be so happy as some people around me is not that fortunate for the past few days...all in all WE CAN DO IT!!! ( not sure why i typed this in...typo kot~~)

MMU Soccer Club :> MMU Champions Cup 2007

New trimester has begin. It's time of the year for our prestigous championship between top team
in MMU world of soccer; MMU Champion Cup 2007.

To the manager of team name below, kindly contact me (Mr. Kurik) for confirmation of your team
participation for this championship before 9th of February 2007.
Any late confirmation will not be entertained.

1. Tornado
2. Samba
3. Unity
4. 32
5. Saje Suka
6. Nuts
7. Sepam
8. Chikaro
9. Peace
10. Eagles
11. Berbual
12. Suspects
13. Rats
14. MMU Rovers <---MyTeam!!!
15. Cikai
16. M.K. Gonzalez
17. Prana
18. Kamana

future mail

2007-01-04T23:29:00.000+08:00

A mEsSaGe FrOm ThE fUtUrE

was going thru my mails and guess what i saw...

Yes people it seems like someone or something from the future wishes to contact me...who could it be?? Is it me myself in the future who actually found a time machine that can travel back time??O.o...the mail's are dated from Jan 18,2038!!!man i should be around 52year's old O.O...now this is certainly disturbing...it is said "Information is Power" but what is contained in this 3k mails?? hmm for now i believe i should leave this mails alone and see if there is more to come...

curious i told this incident to my old fren Master Yoda...this is the conversation:-

me: do u have any idea buddy??
Yoda:hmm...from the future, these meassages came from...interesting...
me:is it good or bad??
Yoda:to the force you must listen...lead you to the light it will...
me:O.o...k thankzz buddy got to go...
Yoda:remember to the force you must be one with...

O.o did he actually lead the Jedi's into the sith wars 3000 years before the clone wars?? seriously his not much of a help...kekeke

Weather n time

2007-01-04T23:14:00.000+08:00

WeAtHeR & TiMe

Guess what, i found a link to display weather and time from my hometown *-Kuala Lumpur-*...wickeeed~~...so now whoever want's to know the big city weather can do so by visiting mua's blog :D...O.o-well at least i wanna know it -

im getting good in blogging@_@...hehehe :P

New Year 2007

2007-01-01T00:45:00.000+08:00

NeW yEaR 2O.o7

strange, weird and most importantly i should say DISSAPPOINTING... here's the deal, it's new year...yes NEW YEAR!!! and guess what, just like every other merry people in the world, Seet, Kelvin aka Mr K, Rich, Von and i went to celebrate the new year...we are going to have our finalzz soon so we decided just to check out the fireworls at Majlis Bandaraya Melaka Bersejarah(MBMB)...a lot of people were there waitting joyously to say goodbye to 2006 and greet the new year 2007...and im pretty sure that every single living souls were there to enjoy the fireworks and hey who DOESN'T!!!...then as when the moment inch closer some were losing their steams and let off some of their own fireworks *probally bought for the festive season:P*...then the big screen tele at the MBMB showed a countdown from a local t.v station ...everyone got anxious,fine maybe it was only me, cause usually back in kl my friends and i would go out have some drinks and fun then watch some fireworks and go back...and that was what i was hoping...if not 'IT' at least something similiar...ok then the clock reach 12o'clock...*looks anxiously at the sky*...and guess what, luckly there were'nt any birds flying around or they might have pooed on my freakin face!!!...the only shining thing i saw in the sky was the freakin MOON!!!...damm man what a let off...then at least wanted to go yumcha and all the mamak stalls were closed also due today is hari raya korban...haizzz dissappointed we all went back home to blog this eventful day:P

Fucked up mood

2006-12-28T11:51:00.000+08:00

MooD sWING's

hmmm...not sure about this post but just wanna post about mood's, feelings and nt sure wat summore...well for the past few weeks most people around me has been having problems *not sure about the usage of this word here also*...well but maybe everyone has their own reasons...some of them get shitty partners like a friend of mine...then there are people who have friends telling them shitty stuffs...guess everyone got thier own problems...then comes the jackpot question...why dont i have problems??...i mean problems with my mates...is it that i have good mates?? *yes, checked the list twice*...kakaka...then maybe is it because i have lost the feeling of anger...hmmm...still remember when i was in my secondary school...friends of mine had this so called bet amongst them that whoever can pist me off even for a sec will be damm GREAT...kakaka...well guess you guys can understand now...but its not like im too naive to know my surrounding...or maybe i still hvnt reach PUBERTY...or maybe i lost it when i learned to step down...hahaha...well thats a long story...shit reminded my self when im writing a blog...well not sure if my friends would like to take advices from a "jack-who-knows-nothing-bout-feelings", but hear this...if you can recall your angers and pisst mood days...you will actually find something interesting...it actually will start with FEAR...yerp fear of losing something or someone thus fear comes to develope ANGER due to the reason of fearing of losing that something...then as anger accumulates it becomes HATE...now hate can mean a grudge to something or someone, too much anger can lead you to this...then finally hate as usual will only lead to SUFFERING...kakaka...really lar...think about it when you start to hate, you will lead everything and everyone to suffering including oneself...so much that you will just find yourself in a BIGGGGGGGG PILE OF SHIT...so mates when youre pisst or angered by something take a breather and think about consequences first...dont just jump to conclusion like i did before...and to add insult sum jacks actually believes that by being a guy who sticks up his neck are actually cool *so called chicks dig them "wtL"*...wakakaka...seriously mates BEEN THERE DONE THAT...one word baby, "UNCOOL"...nope gets you into a lot of shitts...nt trouble but shitts, the sticky glooy ones!!!...but that doesnt mean you gotta chicken out and run to your mom...just tend to remember when to "STAND YOUR GROUND and when to STEP DOWN"...and by stepping doesnt mean you're weak or some kind of a chicken breed, it actually makes you wiser...a lot wiser...wakakakaka...

so like i said...take a breather and actually think of things that can make you remember the kind of person you were when you put the smiles on your friends faces, or the very person who offered a seat to an elderly person or maybe the little chunk who cried to their parents wanting for that huge red car or lovely doll...hehehe...

p/s: a bloody reminder to all...please dont think my tank is on empty and go to distance to pisst me off like my school mates...kakakaka

TwAs ThE dAy B4 x'MaS eVe

2006-12-24T12:58:00.000+08:00

Alamak...been a long day 4 me...guess wat da laz time i woke up was 10am yest...which is a friday...now is 5am early sunday morning...kakakaka...sum ppl say im an eric wannab...apa nie...damm first i cant sleep coz on the saturday mornin i had to course register bt cm bc from friday nite futsal like arnd 4am in da mornin...whr got mood to sleep d so continue playin RO till 9 in the mornin...b4 we get to the saturday mornin...i would like to recap on friday futsal outing...

Friday, December 22, 2006
Tada...it was a sudden call of course...we suddenly...wait RICH suddenly steam to go futsal so we all agreed wif it n went to play futsal at 12am - 2am...coz most of the earlier times r either tooooo early or tooooo late... k tiz time arnd we went against vincent's 3Bfc...hopefully i gt da name rite...kakakaka...vincent gt quite sum team over thr...yerp their players seemed to hv gelled well many coz they hv been playin for like 5yrs...nt bad...den vincent said da kelvin guy in his team is a melaka state rep...WHOA...yet me n my boys especially rich didnt mind...coz ey he's RVN...representing Netherlands...juz dun wan lansi lar...we low profile...wakakakaka...den we started playin:

TYCC:
Rich
Seet
Soon
Pradeep
Alex
Kelvin

3Bfc:
Kelvin
da 21
da 5
John
Vincent

Kick off...kakaka dun ask da end result...coz seriously no1 was counting...tho they lads were sad bt i wasnt coz we actually scored sum number of goals...see soon gt 2-4 nt sure...den rich scored 3...yes he was da hattrick hero...3 shy of his target-->a DOUBLE HATTRICK...bt ey at least he tried...n he's learnin quite quick aso...RVN lolx... seet aso imprvin his game...mayb he needs a new shoe...den soon n alex seems to b a regular so dun hv to comment lar...they know their futsal...alex was quite a defender tho kelvin said he is a winger...huh...wasted...coz he relli can stay down n unlike me who love to wander into the oppent box...kakaka...k den cms kelvin...my team wan nt melaka rep, he rep from perlis mali...wakakaka...first time in futsal bt he played well...can control john movements...nt bad...see my team r cool hippi ppl...den afta futsal all tired n hungty wen to infasha to have early mornin supper at i think twas 230am...den alex joined us coz soon had to return his car, parents need it...den we makan till i think 3am++...reach home nearly 4 am...den rich started a confer to boost up TYCC futsal team...every1 was then assigned a position n a role model to follow...then cm da party spolier...sadly he labeled me M.ballack...sob sob...how can i b compare to sum chelsea low life...haizz...i wouldve been happy even if he said i played like peanut/kacang/M.silvestre...bt nope it had to been ballack...haizz...k den dey slept leavin me alone playin RO...den peter buzz me...kakaka life saviour...he cant sleep aso...den we chatted n shared sum frenster profile...shhhhhhhh...kakaka

Saturday, December 23, 2006
Den comes registration time...online bt cannot access...haizz...internal server error...den rich ym! me...he aso hvin same probs...GG...den phoebe join in n vincent too...tot he wanted to go campus to reg... bt guess all damm tired lol...2hrs of fun, exciting, nail-bitting, blood-boiling, thrillers of futsal...wakakakakakaka...den finally arnd 1030am vincent gv up n decided to cm n reg in campus...i fin reg around 11am++ juz didnt gt 1 tut class i wanted...sob sob...friday gt 8am class...den vincent cm to my hse...nt sure his 1st or nt...den i took shower n wen to pick up rich, von, and phoebe to go eat meatballs chicken rice...yerp its rice bt meatball...nice...seriously...mayb coz my 1st time so cant compare...hehehe...den we went to see sin sing cofee factory...coz vincent said da flood did affect them a bit...so they were cleanin da fac...den saw few vietnamese ppl riding bicycles in groups...i know its scary...wakakaka...same brand bikes summore...wicked...den vincent told a more wicked truth...pic this they eat the stray dogs that stray arnd da fac's...*im gonna puke*...den phoebe said china chinese ppl aso same wat...den vincent wen like yalar if da spinal cord face up china chinese ppl can eat d...yes scary isnt it...den phoebe told us that 1 of our fren gt eat monkey brain b4...for sum ppl who dont know its like they put a monkey under a table wif a hole in the middle...den thye cut the monkey head off leavin onli da brains out...den u suck da juice out...nyam nyam...imagine if i did it to u...wakakakakaka...den we went to da malim fish tank shop...phoebe bought sum bathin n food for her hammies...den they gt sell sum hammies thr...winter hammies...nt so winter coz 1 of the hammies bit me...lolx...who wanna buy...put hand bite ppl...like dog like tat...haizz...den phoebe ask me wen wan her hammies...sadly gt no place to kkep them...den dunno whr to buy pet stuff...if near ok lar muz go town...haizz...den cm bc n i cont playin RO till 545pm wen rich confer again bout where to go tonite...confer till 6pm++ den decided to go simply fish...

So rich, von, seet, kelvin, vincent n me wen to simply fish...i had a fish n chips...while the rest gt ordered dish *DUH!!!*...n while eatin found out tat Man Utd is actually playin 2day nt tomolo *ALAMAK*...after eatin wen to portugese settlement to see da decorations they had for christmas...of course this trip was due to kelvin who wants to see sum christmas decor...yes he wants to b m'sian elite decor...ok lar thr...my second time thr...wondered arnd da street, guess kelvin captured sum pics...nt sure...was bz actin COOL...kakakaka...den wen to play bowlin...bt sadly all lanes full...den wen to play pool...muz wait aso...guess every1 figured out our plan...kakakaka...bt mayb its a blessing in disguise tat the bowlin ally were full coz da pool place there gt television...not my first time see tele tho bt they gt astro n astro show football...yaaaaaaaahahahaha...managed to catch Man Utd game while pool-ing...dunno wheter ppl realize or nt bt then juz like Man Utd i won three straight matches...hihihi...*time to lansi*...Man Utd gt 3 goals...well played game tho had sum hiccups...of coz Scholes showed rich what type of great player he is wen he scored a beautifull volley which if u see properly was taken selamba-ly...hahaha...STUFF FOR LEGENDS...den wen fin playin n reach wen bc home around 3am++...good for me...time to tidur...*winks*...*poof*...

WeT x'MaS

2006-12-22T12:45:00.000+08:00

Normally wen its christmas streets will be filled with white snows and christmas decorations, this wat people call 'WHITE CHRISTMAS'. But we in malaysia celebrate different type of christmas, ooooyes were da new trendsetter, we like to call it 'WET CHRISTMAS'. No dun gt the wrong meaning of "WET". It has not stopped rain in many parts of malaysia for like almost a week now. Yerp it started laz week thursday if i remembered right when good ol'buddy richard fetch me to cisco test. Yesterday we had a conference to discuss about our christmas plan this year since everything that we had planned for weeks seems to be falling apart 1 by 1. First, there was the cyber people issues, then the rain, next of coz was the FLOOD!!!. Rich was of course cursing the rain and flood when suddenly vincent and kelvin said, "Don't scold the rain god", and kelvin popped in and said, "Yeah rain grandfather". Nice, but that is buddhism believe that every nature and things have a god. See im a quick learner. Not sure we Indians have god for everything but we do have god. Yerp, we do. Then kelvin shared sum pics coverin few melaka places which is already SINKING in the flood.

WICKEED...

Exams n Assignments

2006-12-16T00:38:00.000+08:00

damm cool i juz finish my cisco online test n now studying for tomolo System Anal-ysis n design paper...haizz wat hv we students bcome??slave for assg's n test's...hv to pass up my sys Realiability assg next monday den on the friday hv to submit 2 projects:computer graphics n Sys Anal n design...damm arent we gettin analled...wakakakaka...cant seem to keep my eyes open by now tho i hv covered crucial chapters for tomolo's exam, bt still need to go thru sum of the tutorials...hopefully tomolo's paper is damm easy...plzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

cOoL wEeKeNd...

2006-12-03T20:51:00.000+08:00

it has been a long weekend yet a cool wan...weird isn't it...it started on saturday afternoon when my footbal team MMU Rovers beat Victory 2-1...and now we need another win against Galaticos to qualify for the knockout stages...wicked cool...a well taken penalty from Attas and a beautiful taken freekick from Aziz kept our hopes alive in the presidents cup...den later on at 1am the following day which is a sunday morning Manchester united beat Boro 2-1...well played game by all of united playa's...kakaka...Fletcher yet again scored a vital goal for us with a beautiful close range header...with that win Man Utd are now 6pts clear of chelsea who of coz hv nt played yt till next week bt the pressure is on them now...finally we are taking the league to the big spending chelsea...see isnt it a cool weekend...kakaka...bt of coz tomolo i hv my midterm, which is in another word nt cool as i hv nt been studying and was bz celebrating...wakakakaka

MoViE DaTe

2006-12-02T02:13:00.000+08:00

as the title suggest i spend da whole evening watching movie...
0845-->woke up early to finish my assg den wen to class...
1630-->cm bc from campus den slept for a while...
1845-->stupid a larm rang...woke up and it was rainin...den watch graveyard shift wif jo for a while before taking shower...got to go cisco class coz need to improve streamyx service...wakaka
2210-->cm bc from cisco class...meet willie n phoebe on the way bc, tho they didn't choi me eventho i was like 2 steps behind them...they juz fin exam so mayb bit blur blur lar....
2230-->wen dinner at zubaidah wif jo...AXN was showing S.W.A.T...damm always show nice movie wen im in malacca...bt wen im bc in kl all lame movie's nee...haizz
2315-->cm bc from dinner den watch movie...Step Up tiz time...nt a bad movie bt a bit predictable type...
0201-->fin watching movie n gonna hit da sack d...kakakakaka...tomolo gt football(nt soccer) match muz sleep tight so can focus tomorrow...muahahahahaha
0226-->fin writting blog gonna go to bed d...
--sLeEp--

FiRsT bLoG

2006-11-30T13:50:00.000+08:00

yay~~ finally my blog is up...damm tiring to set it up...bt every hardwork will be paid off...at least tats wat i believe...kakaka...been a long day to start with...slept in the wee hours of the day den wake up 4hours later to go to class...now muz cont my assg coz tomolo due date d...den later gt cisco lab...kakakaka~~"