Thursday, December 28, 2006
Fucked up mood { freed on
12/28/2006 11:51:00 AM
MooD sWING's
hmmm...not sure about this post but just wanna post about mood's, feelings and nt sure wat summore...well for the past few weeks most people around me has been having problems *not sure about the usage of this word here also*...well but maybe everyone has their own reasons...some of them get shitty partners like a friend of mine...then there are people who have friends telling them shitty stuffs...guess everyone got thier own problems...then comes the jackpot question...why dont i have problems??...i mean problems with my mates...is it that i have good mates?? *yes, checked the list twice*...kakaka...then maybe is it because i have lost the feeling of anger...hmmm...still remember when i was in my secondary school...friends of mine had this so called bet amongst them that whoever can pist me off even for a sec will be damm GREAT...kakaka...well guess you guys can understand now...but its not like im too naive to know my surrounding...or maybe i still hvnt reach PUBERTY...or maybe i lost it when i learned to step down...hahaha...well thats a long story...shit reminded my self when im writing a blog...well not sure if my friends would like to take advices from a "jack-who-knows-nothing-bout-feelings", but hear this...if you can recall your angers and pisst mood days...you will actually find something interesting...it actually will start with FEAR...yerp fear of losing something or someone thus fear comes to develope ANGER due to the reason of fearing of losing that something...then as anger accumulates it becomes HATE...now hate can mean a grudge to something or someone, too much anger can lead you to this...then finally hate as usual will only lead to SUFFERING...kakaka...really lar...think about it when you start to hate, you will lead everything and everyone to suffering including oneself...so much that you will just find yourself in a BIGGGGGGGG PILE OF SHIT...so mates when youre pisst or angered by something take a breather and think about consequences first...dont just jump to conclusion like i did before...and to add insult sum jacks actually believes that by being a guy who sticks up his neck are actually cool *so called chicks dig them "wtL"*...wakakaka...seriously mates BEEN THERE DONE THAT...one word baby, "UNCOOL"...nope gets you into a lot of shitts...nt trouble but shitts, the sticky glooy ones!!!...but that doesnt mean you gotta chicken out and run to your mom...just tend to remember when to "STAND YOUR GROUND and when to STEP DOWN"...and by stepping doesnt mean you're weak or some kind of a chicken breed, it actually makes you wiser...a lot wiser...wakakakaka...
so like i said...take a breather and actually think of things that can make you remember the kind of person you were when you put the smiles on your friends faces, or the very person who offered a seat to an elderly person or maybe the little chunk who cried to their parents wanting for that huge red car or lovely doll...hehehe...
p/s: a bloody reminder to all...please dont think my tank is on empty and go to distance to pisst me off like my school mates...kakakaka
